Hye, just adopt me, pls. I’m sick of my family. I can’t cope with it anymore. I don’t wanna hold on.

They would shout over literally nothing. Instead of saying, “Hey, where’s the towel?”
they’ll go like:
“HEY, YOU F— WHERE IS THE TOWEL? WHERE IS IT? ARE YOU F—ING CRAZY? DON’T YOU UNDERSTAND? WHERE IS THE TOWEL??”
And I just sit there thinking…
“Are they asking for something? Or did I accidentally murder someone?”

I’m tired, bro.

You’ll do 999 tasks the whole day,
but if you miss that one single task,
you’re suddenly the most useless creature in this Planet.

****, I’m literally managing almost 30% of the house expenses — just after completing 12th.
Still not enough.

Bro, I also wanna experience uni life.
Let me live too.
But nah.

I said, “Okay, I’ll carry some of the burden,
but at least give me a little respect in return?”

Their answer:
“Why do you want respect from us? You don’t deserve that, you idiot. Just rub your face in front of the computer screen all day. Ask everything from them.”

Yo… I wanna live too.

Can’t we just have a little peace?
Do we really need to shout for everything?

If I ask to lower the volume a bit —
there’s a reason.
If I say, “I’m going to the market to buy groceries, just give me a moment” —
it means I’m trying to pull myself together.
Just before that, I was lowkey crying trying to accept things.
Just give me a sec.
You don’t need to repeat it two, three, four times.
I said I’m going. Hold on.

And then…
my relatives — especially from my mom’s side —
they genuinely think I’m dumb, useless, that I have no wisdom, no knowledge.

Just because…
I don’t talk much.

Yeah, literally — because I don’t talk, they think I’m dumb.

Who the **** decided that talking more = intelligence?

Who the **** set this standard to judge humans?

And then… there are my friends.
They would never text unless they need help.
Literally.
Scroll through my WhatsApp DMs —
no matter how far you go, no one’s there without a motive.
Except maybe 1 or 2(those who greets on Events).

And then there’s that person stuck in my head.
****...
****. I’m screwed.

Let me live…
or should I say:
just kill me. I wanna die.
STOP THIS CHAOS, YOU DAMMIT. STOP IT. HEAR ME.

FUUUUCCKKK.