There's something I really wanna talk about but I don't know how to talk about it with someone ik irl face to face. So I am just typing it here,

HAVE U EVER LOST A FRIEND?
I haven't had many friends in my life, tbh I think there's only been 2 true friends in my entire life up until this point. And I lost one 3-4 months ago, and I don't even know how to react, I just miss him so much man, I don't know what to think, do, or anything, I just really wish I could talk to him JUST ONCE MORE. I WISH I COULD CONTACT HIM JUST ONCE MORE. It's hard to bear this but anime's been helping alot tbh. I don't wanna share anymore so I'll just leave it at this.