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First love(lesson learnt)

So..great to see you here
A year ago i kinda fell in love with a girl(say x)at first sight yk (love at first sight) my friend also kinda liked her at that time(let's say his name is A) and my best friend(say B) fell in love with x best friend...A told me to talk with her but i was like introvert or was scared of what will happen if she told her parents about me yk like that😅..so i didn't mssg her..but A was kinda like playboy so it was like easy for him to mssg her..after that they started talking..x started having feelings for A but a girl already liked him so much (like obsessed)(say h)and she asked him to be her bf..A thought she will be for time pass only..nothing serious..when x find out about A having gf..she got hurt and stopped talking with him..sometimes they talked but h didn't liked that and blocked her from everywhere from hes bf's contact...meanwhile my bestfriend(b) who fell in love with x's bestie tried to talk with her in somewhere feb..and after 2 months they started dating..but what about me😅...b insisted me to ask x for gf and her bestie will be supporting me..so i took the courage and asked her out(aug 15)..she said yes! Yaay! That's what you thought🙂..at first months like 2 months we were like lovey dovey and like that..meanwhile A broke up with her gf(h) in the mean time and after knowing that i am dating x..he asked x if this is real or fake and she said it's real...(Well A had alredy fallen in love with h as the time passed but he told h truth that he liked x first so she broke up with him..that's what he told me) Let's back where we left off...but after 3 months se started showing less interest in me..and she always accused me for little things like just say i teased her little bit..but she started getting offended easily..she also asked me she had changed or not..but i said no..after 3 months i somehow got to know that day she asked A to be her bsf again but A rejected idk why. asked (why did you asked him that) she was like...(He was posting on ig like how a heartbroken person do and i couldn't see that)she said if you want to break up then do it..even it was not my fault i apologized to her and said sorry 20-30 times..and after 3-4 days she accepted my apology.After that.. at the end of dec..she started ignoring me idk why and i asked her on 4th day(what happened) she said idk(i asked the same 4-5 times) somehow i got angry and asked if she want breakup?.she siad yes maybe..i said ok..3-4 day no talking with her.I
Called A and he told me she was talking with me when i was being ignored..i felt heartbroken..i cried that night..a man who haven't cried in 2 years cried that time..i was in love with her so much but at the end i was just an attraction to her..after 2 days later on 7 jan 2026 they both got in relationship..in the end i was the loser..i even planned future with her..now she made me question that loyalty really exist in girls or not?..i even thought of becoming playboy like A..but nope(learnt lesson)🍁